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Baby, don't say goodbye.

about me.
Desirae J. Agcaoili
trust is limited,
God - Family - Mains
2009-09-01 { 9:00 AM }

checking in: you see, it's been going on for awhile now. with the conversations behind my back - leaving me all left out. we were so close, and then suddenly, we just drifted apart. talking once in a blue moon and going on with our own lives, and now, things are back to the way it used to be, for you at least. i'm still here, going on with my own life and no matter how many times i tell myself to just let it go and don't worry about it, there's always that feeling that just doesn't go away. i don't know what to do to change things, and i honestly want to say that i've given up on you, but everytime i move forward with that decision, you always have a way ending back infront of my face. and then here they are, talking shit about me - when really, i have nothing to do with it. i don't want to be apart of this anymore, but there's no possible way to back out. and see, way back when things were good, i felt the opposite of how i feel now. funny how things can change, or should i say people. i'm honestly trying to live the better life, and try to put my past and all the shit that i've been through, behind me - and let it stay there. but you just always interfere with that. and recently, we had an argument about you, funny isn't it? i don't hate you or anything, but the way you make me feel is so unexplainable. it's so complicated, more complicated that you think. and then you give me this random excuse which is supposed to make me feel better, or try to make you seem like the nice person here - but really, you just made things more complicated. our relationship here, is really confusing. i can't live with you, but i can't live without you. checking out: agcaoili-desirae